Author: Jana

  • Six things I learned from going to the beach on Christmas


    gameboy at sunset
    Originally uploaded by pilgrimgirl.

    1) Going to the beach on Christmas is not a novel idea. Big Corona Beach was more crowded than in the height of the summer. With LOTS of tourists. Bleh.
    2) Heading down PCH a ways to Crystal Cove State Park is a much better choice. Plus they don’t have a ranger charging $10/car on Christmas Day. Cool.
    3) The downside of CCSP: the 1/2 mile hike, mostly downhill, through nature to get to the beach. I was on crutches because my new prosthesis isn’t yet completed. Yah. So 1/2 mile (each way) on the armpits is pretty raw (though it’s a fine way of working off the Christmas calories)…
    4) The water is just was just as cold/warm on Christmas as it was in mid-summer. Lovely. Just lovely.
    5) Hiking back to the car just as the sun was dropping out of sight on the horizon. The native desert-y plants all around us exuding the most lovely scent–like cinnamon and vanilla and lemon. Wow. Unlike anything I’ve smelled before.
    6) We’ve got to do this again next year. And the next. And the next.

    Click on the photo above to see more pics from our beach day.

  • geek overload

    So what’s a girl to do when the other three members of her family decide that the very coolest way to spend the Saturday before Christmas is to hook up a projector to a DVD player and watch all three episodes of The Lord of the Rings back-to-back?

    And can I just say how mystified I am that they were all THRILLED by the prospect of more than 11 hours of staring into Frodo’s freaky blue eyes? Yah.

    I was done after about an hour. Because I know how it ends. And that’s enough for me. No need to re-hash the entire fate of the universe nor re-fight the battle with Sauron. :)

  • sparkly-clean


    Take a look at my brief post today over at ExponentBlog.

  • Happy Solstice to You!

    John‘s been trying to convince me that we should start celebrating solstice rather than Christmas–it’s his attempt to get us to open the gifts just a few days earlier. While I admire the sentiment, especially because I’m just as eager as he is to begin unwrapping, we’ll be waiting until the 25th. :)

    So here’s a lovely poem from Deborah for the shortest day of the year. May it be a good one for each of you!

    The Shortest Day
    By Susan Cooper

    And so the Shortest Day came and the year died
    And everywhere down the centuries of the snow-white world
    Came people singing, dancing,
    To drive the dark away.
    They lighted candles in the winter trees;
    They hung their homes with evergreen;
    They burned beseeching fires all night long
    To keep the year alive.
    And when the new year’s sunshine blazed awake
    They shouted, reveling.
    Through all the frosty ages you can hear them
    Echoing behind us – listen!
    All the long echoes, sing the same delight,
    This Shortest Day,
    As promise wakens in the sleeping land:
    They carol, feast, give thanks,
    And dearly love their friends,
    And hope for peace.
    And now so do we, here, now,
    This year and every year.
    Welcome Yule!

  • Horse Rescue

    This video may appeal to those of you out there who have a fondness for the creatures of the wild west (or in this case, the Netherlands). Those of you who don’t, might just enjoy it, too.
    :)
  • Make me smile…

    -GameBoy’s holiday orchestra concert. His proud role as first chair of the cello section. His body swaying to the music and the dramatic flourish of his bow at the end of each song. What fervor! Yes, this is my little tap-dancing boy all grown up!
    -Christmas cards from sorority sisters, college friends, new-this-year friends, and family. Seeing that we’re all getting just a bit older even though we’re still the same us
    -listening to my new favorite podcast, the brief 5 min/day “Writer’s Almanac” by Garrison Keillor, as I wash the dishes by candlelight this morning because our power is out
    -making gingerbread creations with Aunt Suz, Chris and Pete the dog yesterday evening. Wondering if there is any way that their masterpiece made it home to Riverside without a nibble from Pete or Chris
    -the pumpkin scented candle burning in the kitchen right now. Yum!
    -great-grandma’s toffee made by Uncle Dave and Aunt Autumn, sent all the way from North Carolina. Woohoo!
    :)

  • poetry schmoetry

    It seems that no one reads poetry much anymore. Poetry books don’t sell well, most contemporary poems seem trite or obtuse. But I often feel an overwhelming urge to write poems anyways–images just tumbling out of me and onto the page. I am rarely satisfied with my efforts, as these poems rarely say what I intend them to say. But I am determined to persist with poetry despite my challenges with it. So today I am posting a recent poem in celebration of Muriel Rukeyser’s birthday (ok, it was actually on Friday, but I think it still counts). As Muriel wrote in her book The Life of Poetry, “I wish to say that we will not be saved by poetry. But poetry is the type of the creation in which we may live and which will save us,” or to borrow an aphorism from Oprah, one thing I know for sure: poetry matters.

    So below is a poem that I recently wrote for my monthly reading/writing group. It’s not necessarily profound, but I enjoyed writing it and I would like to share it with you. I would most like to know what your favorite lines/images/stanzas are. Thanks. :)

    For two of me

    I gave her my cold shoulder
    which she took in her teeth
    biting here and there, around the
    tiny stitches of scar

    we were on a knee
    in adoration of a
    rough patch, the burn
    that never washed away

    then the rounded weal,
    with furrowed marks
    of fruitful years
    and a worthy song

    a thin star there on
    her bone-still spine,
    lying down to sleep,
    holy oil still damp there
    deep in my hair

    and her stepping strongly
    along my way,
    with mercy because
    she will dream now.
    ~December 2006

  • Three Queens


    Inspired by the text of Norma Farber’s poem (which follows), I asked my kids tonite how the Christmas story might be a bit different if there were three queens that visited Jesus rather than three Kings. CatGirl replied that the queens would’ve been more practical than the Kings, and would’ve given gifts that the baby could really use–like a cradle. I liked my daughter’s reply. I also really liked the thoughts in Farber’s poem, and while I’m a little sad that the Queens were late and had to leave early, there’s something in their practicality that’s more endearing than that of the Wise Men.

    The Queens Came Late

    The Queens came late, but the Queens were there
    With gifts in their hands, and crowns in their hair.
    They’d come, these three, like the Kings, from far,
    Following, yes, that guiding star.
    They’d left their ladles, linens, looms.
    Their children playing in nursery rooms,
    And told their sitters: “Take charge! For this
    Is a marvelous sight we must not miss!”
    The Queens came late, but not too late
    To see the animals small and great,
    Feathered and furred, domestic and wild,
    Gathered to gaze at a mother and child.
    And rather than frankincense and myrrh
    And gold for the babe, they brought for her
    Who held him, a homespun gown of blue,
    And chicken soup with noodles too,
    And a lingering, lasting cradle song
    The Queens came late, and stayed not long,
    For their thoughts already were straying far
    Past manger and mother and guiding star
    And child aglow as a morning sun
    Toward home, and children, and chores undone.
    By Norma Farber

    [Note: I encountered this poem as it was sung at a lovely concert today by the Orange County Women’s Chorus. Bravo to the OCWC for another stellar performance and for inspiring such thoughtfulness about the holiday season!]

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    Click on the photo above for more pictures from our Gingerbread House Extravaganza :)

  • toothy

    GameBoy got his braces off yesterday. Woohoo! Isn’t that smile awesome! :)

  • how the UPS man ruined Christmas

    Setting: evening at our house. The front door is open because it’s stuffy inside the house from cooking dinner. GameBoy and CatGirl are sitting at their desk in the living room working on their homework. Christmas carols are playing on the stereo. Our brightly lit Christmas tree is visible from the front doorway. A guy in a brown uniform is walking up the pathway to our place.

    UPS Guy: Ma’am? Your package broke open in the truck, the tape is undone on one side now. Can I bring it on in for you? It’s really big…

    Me: Sure, put it right here in front of the bookcase.

    UPS Guy: Someone’s sure lucky to be getting a —–.

    Me: Shhhhh….(gesturing wildly towards the kids)

    A deep intake of breath from one of the kids, a squeal of delight from the other.

    UPS Guy: Uh oh.

  • photo tribute: a well-traveled limb

    Bidding farewell to most of my leg today as I upgrade the socket, cosmesis, stockings, and so forth. A pilgrimgirl first: a photo essay tribute to a well-traveled limb.

    As I put this together I asked myself why I wanted to take pictures of my leg, why this was important to me. And I realized how much I wish I had similar photos of my real leg before it was amputated. To help me remember.